i really have a hard time sometimes as most of the time if not all, i tend to just play through what i believe the emotion should be, not actually caring, the only thing i know is like i like my cat and dog, i would be sad if they died, but like our dog that we had for years and years and was like 16 human years old died, and our like 4-5 year old beagle ran away (believe neighbor had something to do with it) and i have never shed a tier, others cry so long and all, i just have accepted that life and death are normal since a very early age, i feel similar to the way you said most of the time, i have actually said to a friend on xbox something about depression and he said the way i talk and all he wouldn't be supprized at all if i was or killed myself or something, because of this kind of attitude, and the way your talking i'd say the same to you. wow this has become a dark conversation, i think we should just go back to the op and leave this conversation now maybe.